Friday, April 07, 2006

long lost lover


have you ever been ashamed of some past affair? I have.
So, the other day I ran into D. Haven't seen him in the longest time. That's the good thing about living in LA: if you wanna be annonymous, you can.
D is a wonderful man. Great fuck. We even had some good times in the past, which I'm greatful for, don't get me wrong! But he is UGLY.
OK, I might be shallow, but the man is UGLY. He's so ugly, little kids will start crying when he walks down the street. Which brings me to my issue: I was ashamed of having slept with him.
One of D's friends approach us as we were talking and says Hi. He naturally comes to the question: "And how did you two meet?"
I rush to my answer, hopeful to shut D up: Common friends. D answers at the same time: We used to date. And here it was. Out in the open. People other than ourselves now know we had sex.
Shut up, D. Don't tell anyone. What's wrong with you? Don't want anyone to know I ever fucked you. You're ugly.

15 Comments:

Blogger Fabio said...

You did it! you cannot regret it anymore...that's what you did! Sorry to tell ya that, but it happened to me once..like you!!
You can even imagine...I was disconcerted! Everybody were staring at me!! Worse than a nightmare! ;-)

See ya honey, and thanks again for posting in our blog! ;-)

The_Rebel84

9:38 AM  
Blogger JUST ME said...

your blog is intriguing.


...i don't think i spelled it right...but it still is...:)

5:09 PM  
Blogger silvia said...

I wish one day I will be wise enough to transcend my own biology and not judge people based on their looks.

5:19 PM  
Blogger silvia said...

did I already sleep with you?

7:29 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I dont' think so: I'm a french girl and I live NY. I slept with a lot of guys, and some girl, so I'm not bushful or mild at all, and never been ashamed of anyone of them. If you do so, I think you are a mean girl. Live the way you think is the best for you, but don't involve other people in your foolish behavior.
By the way my name is sylvie

4:24 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oddio mi fai morire!!! :D

in ogni caso non ha tutti i torti,eh!

Ah... ma devo scrivere in inglese anch'io?

8:14 AM  
Blogger silvia said...

eh, caro paolo, non ti preoccupare, puoi scrivere in qualsiasi lingua, basta dire qualcosa d'interessante.

11:07 AM  
Blogger The_Rebel84 said...

Preferisco scrivere in americano, e mi riferisco a Sylvie:

Sylvie, I'm an italian boy, and i'd really like to tell ya just few words:
First of all, i disagree with you..I don't think that Silvia is a bad girl, she simply enjoys her life, that's it!
Moreover why can't she talk about these experiences of hers?

Life could be shorter than this! ;-)

Ciao Silvia! Carino il post della spogliarellista, se lo hai fatto davvero, sei una grande!!!!

Ciao bella! ;-)

2:32 PM  
Blogger silvia said...

to sylvie: then you must be right, my dear. I don't sleep with French people.
as for my behavior: I am ashamed. should I tell him he's cute?

10:55 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's harsh, and yeah, mean. But the fact you said it here doesn't make you a bad person - just an honest person.

12:20 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

no, I didn't want to tell you that you have to lie: I can clearly see your point, me too I love enjoy my life (and I don't sleep with french people anymore) and I have your same age. I want to tell you only that if you sleep with someone, it's your choice, right? so, it is not good to be ashamed of that, even if the boy is ugly. it's not good to this guy actually. I've been really shocked by your post, by your shallowness, especially because you are not a shallow girl - this reading your blog. You talk about to be interesting above all, and then you despise a boy basing on his look... this is weird, really weird.

1:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you guys can say all what u want... but if what u feel is the only important thing! If u want, u do it, if u don't... u do it by sourself! That's it!
Anyway if u chose to do is u shouldn't be ashamed... i think...

7:39 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm ugly
May I have sex with u?

6:22 PM  
Blogger silvia said...

as long as you're charming enough to keep me entertained, sure...let's have sex.

9:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow. know the feeling. except, I can't get that face he had while we were having sex. it makes me cringe.

11:44 AM  

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