closure

I ran into Chris at a Hollywood party, after 5 years of not seeing him. He's British. an actor with many insecurities and even more ambitions. we went to dinner for old times sake.
He was just as charming as I remembered him. in the past, every time we saw each other, we fucked like crazy. He had a favorite position: he was standing up while holding my legs around him. I remember this one particular time, when, in an orgasmic race, he was just pulling me onto his cock as if I was weightless. he was standing up and with the stregth of his arms was making me move pretty fast. I never felt so small in a man's hands. awesome!
we lost touch. he went back to london. when we met the other night, the first thing he said was: I'm in a relationship. he was defensive, almost. maybe he invited me to dinner for closure. good kid.