one lazy afternoon

I decided to give you importance. I put my life on hold to observe beautiful you. time expanded. I suffocated inside seconds and infinitesimal time particles just to look at you. with my eyes, I followed the shape of your face: oval. your chin is strong, you'll probably be fat in your older years. your eyes had the depressed imprint. manufacturer's fault. I drew your eyebrows into angular shapes.
I tried to stop you from your race. who did I think I was? you were hungry for finding yourself. you commanded me to build you up. you were desperate to know who you were. I thought I could tell you, for a second. I gave up. You never forgave me.